It's never a failure and always a lesson And why i'd still listen And end up hurt? It's always a journey and never the distance Then why do i miss him until I hurt? 'cause I hurt And I talk to God at night asking, "What were you thinking putting him into my life?" I talk to my reflection ask "How can I... how can I love her with this mess that i'm in?" The more I give the more you've taken And I've never been one to learn from my mistakes And so I give you it all, until you call If actions are louder than words that I found to carry over a simple line And if you should grow founder of my absence, i'd want you to know You'll always be mine And I talk to God at night asking, "What are you thinking?" as i'm standing in here I talk to my reflection ask "How will I... how will I survive when Im livin' in fear?" The more I love the more I break it And i've never been one to learn from my mistakes And so I keep losing it more Until you call