Remy Ma - What's Going On lyrics

[Verse 1] [Keyshia:] Mmmmmm Mmmmmm Hey [Remy:] Why didn't I see the signs I was to busy getting high Running up the studio smoking dro writing rhymes To blind to notice my abdomen was growing Having s** wit out protection now my belly is showing Nobody know that me and my boo trying to decide What to do he buggin like that's a little me inside of you It ain't cute and I'm scared and I can tell he is worried a bit So we proceed to get the weed and straight ignoring the sh** My jeans don't want to fit every morning hurling and sh** I had to tell my family I knew they all was going to flip And his was happy thinking he was about to be a daddy But I knew it wasn't true even though we both wanted it so badly [Chorus:] Tell me what's going I know what I'm doing is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm calling for give me my baby How am I supposed feel the situation is real Neva wanted to let you baby go we'll meet again I know baby [Verse 2] We love each other madly so much to gain so much to lose I'm in pain your mind frame change when you the one that gotta Choose talk a walk step in my shoes think in negative thoughts Politics and sh** quit when the doctor says positive it's a life living In my body but it don't gotta to live it's up to me but if I keep what The f** I got to give I mean I'm still young and I don't really have sh** and if this n***a up and leave then my child a be a ba*tard This is drastic nobody really understands me and my mom don't Give a f** and neither does the rest of the family they like Remy you can't afford it you expect us to support it I feel my seeds apart of me and I don't want to abort it so: [Chorus:] Tell me what's going I know what I'm doing is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm calling for give me my baby How am I supposed feel the situation is real Neva wanted to let you baby go we'll meet again I know baby [Verse 3] I'm not steady but I can get ready for responsibilities sh** where Would I be if my moms got rid of me I'm so stressed and I'm Under a lot of pressure but all I need is the remedy to make Remy Feel better I knew I couldn't win so I chose to forfeit its a shame I'm over four months and I'm in the doctors office I swear to all that I love that I wanted to leave and wait five more months and birth the child That I conceived but I sat there because I felt I had to and I cry everyday Because I realize boy or girl that I wanted to have you don't be made at me How it is is how it had to be and any pain I put you through is all coming Back to me [Chorus: Repeat until fade] Tell me what's going I know what I'm doing is wrong Can you hear me Lord when I'm calling for give me my baby How am I supposed feel the situation is real Neva wanted to let you baby go we'll meet again I know baby