Redeem/Revive - Too Far Gone lyrics

Goodbye, this life of mine As her hands grip tight on my heart I'm alive Then everything took a turn for the worst Like it was part of my design I need room to breathe To get my mind wrapped around What seems to be that I'm a man But I feel like a monster And the man that I was I can't remember I never expected to find myself alive And the feeling of regret grows stronger Knowing everything I said was a lie I tried to put this back together But I knew this wouldn't last forever I love the way you call my name And I come running back to you Promise me there's more to life Than what I see behind your eyes Will I ever be strong? Or hell if I'm too far gone How can I say That the only way for me to be ok Is to force myself to hate you But the truth is that I could never forget you I dream only to excuse myself From the life I'm living But somewhere in that state of mind I find that nothing's worth believing I rot inside every time I hear your name And I can't get enough of everything That we used to be But the thoughts are blinding me I love the way you call my name And I come running back to you Promise me there's more to life Than what I see behind your eyes Will I ever be strong? Or hell if I'm too far gone Every time you go to close your eyes Could you stare back at mine? I don't want to let you go But now I know that I'll face this alone