Red Pill - Me lyrics

[Verse 1: Red Pill] I'm sitting, stressing 'bout this life I chose I hope they see it when I'm up behind that microphone I know they'll look at me and wonder sh** they wanna know I start to question being real, did I just sell my soul? And all I know is what I know, and see my past right My father feeling lost and my mother read her last rites Knowing nothing else but how to grab that gla** tight Thinking back on thoughts I was thinking 'bout just last night Not sure I'm doing this for good reason Start to think it's a mistake, how would it look leaving ? Holding back and knowing that I'm better than Everything I'm doing to myself, learned my lesson and When I'm painting that reflection Can't look back on it later, never leave a f**ing question You make yourself, nobody else For better or for worse you paint that picture of yourself [Hook: Verbal Kent] Who's keeping me from the top? It's me Yeah it's me What keeps me punchin the clock? It's me Yeah it's me Who running circles in place? Me Running the wrong way in the race? It's me In the end I'll have to face me In the end I'll have to face me [Verse 2: Verbal Kent] This grinds not new to me Hustle like this day could be my last, just consider this my eulogy Back in school they hoped they'd find a teacher That'd get through to me Knew there wasn't Jack that they could do to me Until they booted me I puff puff, pa**ed, asked to get my work in All I ever turned in were rough rough, drafts Got in with the wrong crowd None of us was on sh**, despite Learned to do some wrong sh** right And no one told me stop Dan, no one had kahones Big enough to make me stop and See where I was going so I owe it to myself As the only one ashamed And the only one who gave a f** about who I became and Life has a shape an it's a circle in a square space And it's a race to fall up a staircase Clear case of optimism, I think I can fly fam Anything is mine, and who's to blame if not, I am [Hook: Verbal Kent and Red Pill]