Red Pill - Long Drive Home lyrics

[Intro] Suppose you could look ahead like you said You suppose you could figure what I'm gonna be like in a few years That's not hard Judging by the way you're going, your life will end up just being a drifter Maybe even a bum A bum? [Red Pill] This f**ing buzz is wearing off I'm preparing for the worst sick of staring at these walls And I should go to bed, I need a f**ing shower I'm suppose to be at work in just a couple hours Instead I'm pouring whisky-sour Thinking this entire planet isn't ours No matter what they say. We see the shift in power Compare the digits in the bank to yours So wonder what we should be thankful for? These student loans, this stupid phones I rarely even answer, peoples wonder what I do at home I sit around with Captain, eat and drink a lot Cause I don't like to think a lot Cause when I think a tend to get myself in trouble My blood pressure doubles An anxiety is coupled With not so subtle hint to try to tell me What I'm doing isn't healthy When people try to help I just tell them "go to hell" Let me worry about myself [Hook] I spent a lot of time Caught up in my mind Trying to figure out what wrong Just trying to find home I feel it on my own Never tought it takes this long It's too much going on Writing these songs And everybody else move on Feeling left behind Trying to find home I never thought it takes this long [Verbal Kent] Yeah, regrets creeps like some better than expected weed And then exceeds the life expectancy Discrepancy between the brain and the heart Chest thumps, breaking apart, while making up art Splattered goosebumps, color everywhere Listen to my new stuff, it's like a can of paint Blue chunks, struggle everyday Trouble exists Feels like I'm in some deep sh** Puddles of piss Humble abyss Rookie see is cookie crumbled to bits Cracker on the mic, yes I crumble the writs See clearly through the mist No I'm facing one long drive home All along on a long dark road Used to watch for 5-0 following Blunt hangin out my mouth A guy was hanging on my couch Somehow I made it out and beyond Beyond a shadow of doubt I'mma stay strong, cause that's what I'm about [Hook]