Red Handed Denial - L'Esprit de l'Escalier lyrics

Broken inside, you lie with your arms out wide Play this back: you said “Darling, I feel my bones as they wither away We clash like waves..” Between these high and low tides I reside We're dancing under moonlight Beneath your mind Should I stay or should I flee to unsure infinity Which gates will open wide for me? To stay within this vessel, this vile body Oscillating. It's hollow organization... The battle wages on My lungs they turn to bombs dropped on my heart Shattering everything Veins of gasoline, soldier set me free There is a war, There is a war inside of me! Where have you been? I was ignored You washed up on my shores My mind has been opened, words have been spoken There is a war no one can see In every myth there was a truth twisted by our youth They've been blurred over time Heroes were victims too, forgotten bones imbue I heard him say, “For you it's much too late” I'm at heaven's door Without a doubt it was built so you could keep me out I'm no saint, I've done you wrong That doesn't mean that I don't belong... Do I belong?