[Verse 1] The patience I once had Is running away with my youth Away in it's hand I've been neglecting who I am That's just who I was back then Don't need to be perfect Just happy [Pre-Chorus] I'm still a lost boy I'm still a lost boy [Chorus] Last year I was a train wreck now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself [Verse 2] Every once in a while I listen to d**h Cab and think about how it used to be We thought that we knew the answers But no one was asking Asking the questions [Pre-Chorus] I'm still a lost boy I'm still a lost boy [Chorus] Last year I was a train wreck now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself I'm starting to be where I need to be I'm starting to be where I need to be [Bridge] It feels like I've been taking the long way For a while now Haven't been at home in more years then I care to say I keep letting my past carve out what the present shouldn't be What I shouldn't be [Chorus] Last year I was a train wreck now I'm just a mess I'm letting go so I don't lose myself I'm starting to be where I need to be I'm starting to be where I need to be