Reaching Nova - Still in Callabasas (Pusha Preme Verse) lyrics

I think that im losing control Could it be all of that dro Cause I feel like im losing control Sick and tired of life on the road Dreams of casablanca Im hoping out of a plane Shocking like its blanka I never thought id be saved With a weapon like katana My fans will be the reason Im chiefing and barely breathing Get deep within my reading Brush it off and i wave I know they needed the wave You telling me, that lifes a b**hh Im shure you n***as is waved Phantom how i operate Never get to see my face Young God baby, ever time i flow I levitate Boy Had a Vision Mind Set in Stone Always staying ready never steady on the hoes Something Nova had told back when i wasn't as steady My family only matters when I was in military Uhh Me and My girl dealing with the move Said She Feels Alone,Shes Taking it As abuse Says a n***a cold and hesitate what to do And only wanna be held like jordan did with the flu Whats a route without a bumpy route I never doubt when Im on the road I was meant for bigger goals Defending like goalies,you prolly know the story Of these people putting there fears before me I never worry See my drive is driving me suicidal Dealing with all my rivals While trying to maintain the title Of a growing artist Where the art in all of this nonsense Barely responsive yet speaking within my concious Juggling like lebron did, ever since he departed Me and jeremy thinking of military Mind set in stone the vision is really heavy Always staying steady is what kept me from being eddie When Family Matters the most Im acting playing a ghost Getting my Pat on SayJack you Jeopardizing everything Just so we can get this Packs Off Dam Right the money air tight