RDY Beats - IHate lyrics

[Verse 1:] Always workin' and I never kick my feet up 50 million views and haters try to act Like they ain't seen 'em But I'm grindin' till I headline And I'ma sell out areans I'm not stoppin' till I meet Drake And I get placed on a feature How could you ball If you're always sittin' on the bleachers Wake up, write, record, sleep That is the procedure There's too many followers And there's not enough leaders Said there's too much followers And there's not enough leaders Girls are tryna f** me now Cause they thinkin' that I'm on But if my buzz diminished then I know she'll be gone I be rappin' 'bout my ex Now she thinkin' she the one Who can heal my broken heart But oh girl you're hella wrong, yeah I'm in a weird place But I'm stayin' strong Because the road ahead of me Lookin' hella long Everytime I'm in the room I feel like I don't belong I was feelin' insecure Right after I wrote this song [Hook:] Cause I hate I don't love myself I hate that I want you so bad I hate that I gotta be everything That everybody says that I can't And if you were inside my head Then you'd understand what I go through Imagine everybody Knowin' who you are But nobody out there Really knows you [Verse 2:] Lately I feel like The world's tryna test me Lately it feels like my ex Tryna stress me Why does it feel like Everyone's against me Why does it feel like They're just tryna end me So many reasons to smile So why can't I do it They say it's in my mind Then why can't I get through it I heard that they criticise So now I question music And one day I feel alive The next I'm feeling useless I'm only human If I'm so handsome Why am I feeling self-conscious If I know I can't change Why do I make the promise If I am so popular Then why am I in my apartment Alone If I'm so real Then let me just be honest [Hook:]