RayD - Alone lyrics

[Verse 1] I came in this world and yet I had nothing But my dad told me I want you to be something So I'm living by the phrase man each and every day So I guess that's why I never sleep I only dream while I'm awake Let me take you back almost 20 years ago When I was born in Florida packed our bags and hit the road Grew up trouble makers man they couldn't teach us My dad jumped state it was the only was he could keep us We was family but didn't make it very far Til that one day we got took from DHR Dad I'm sorry that you missed your kids growin up I guess that's why I always had a frown growin up And I can barely rap this without choking up Jus look down dad and you know I'm looking up I hurts me so bad to know that your gone I don't wanna live without you that's why I live alone Til I see you again [Chorus] Hello, hello, is anybody out there? Cuz I don't hear a sound Alone, Alone, I don't really know where the world is But I'm missing out [Verse 2] Dear mom Tell me you never let dad be with you Do you really know the pain you know that you really put him threw? I remember one day I pulled up in his drive way Sittin in his Jimmy, man he was crying Crying cuz he wanted you and a better life I promised I would give it to him but I ran outta time And nothin hurts me more to see my dad hurt Just know for you, he gave his last words Chased you for about 20 years, but for some reason you just wouldn't give I'm not tryna throw your mistakes in you face That's not my intention that'll never be the case Dad always wanted us to try and be closer But right now I got a lot on my shoulders All my life you always been incarcerated But maybe when you get out we can have that conversation [Chorus] Hello, hello, is anybody out there? Cuz I don't hear a sound Alone, Alone, I don't really know where the world is But I'm missing out [Verse 3] Sis Keep your head up and always keep them kids fed Don't make em grow up like we did I know I'm not around much but I'll always be beside you You know I love you and I love Brian too Now Brian, keep doing what you doing Make dad proud, and make me proud me too Your my big bro can't noone replace you My big sis and big bro but ima take care of you Yea, I know our struggles been real Our lives have been really really rough But it's all gonna change when my day comes I'm on this PaperChase and I'm doing it for us Yea one day bruh Ima get signed. And It's gettin close it's almost that time And ima pull up in your yard with a big wad of cash And you can tell your jobs to always f**ing kiss your a** Promise [Chorus] Hello, hello, is anybody out there? Cuz I don't hear a sound Alone, Alone, I don't really know where the world is But I'm missing out