Ray Janos - Love/Paranoia lyrics

[Verse 1] I may not be as honest as I ought to be Now that, when the walls go up I said it didn't worry me but it hit me like an arrow Babe, to know, I could just be paranoid Won't quell the desire to know what was really going on "Does it really f**ing matter? Babe?" is all you can ask me Okay, fair play, here we go [Verse 2] I've heard those words before Are you sure it was nothing Cause it made me feel like dying inside Never thought I was insecure, but it's pure Didn't notice until I was in love for real Am I really gonna cross the line? Just to find what you're typing If only I could read your mind Oh, I'd be fine, I'd be normal But now's my time, gonna do it [Verse 3] And suddenly I'm the phony one The only one with a problem True love is bringing it out of me The worst in me, and I know now Do you remember the time we were The time we were by the ocean? I didn't care if it was day or night The world was right where I wanted Girl I'm sorry Babe I'm really, really sorry