Ray Ellis - 21 Days lyrics

[Verse 1] As I sit in room Browsing thru beats looking for inspiration to write But I'm too distracted Cuz my mind is clouded So I shut down my monitor and cut off my mic The results of me in a late depression That I been facing for the last 3 weeks man I guess this could be you teaching a lesson To put me in the right direction to lead in Another Indirect conversations with God I hope he's got some blessings replacing my odds I keep it positive but problems is making it hard Cuz my girlfriend just left and They taking my job So that makes her my x, and now I'm unemployed But even freedom has its way destroy But who knows Maybe this faith replacing a void A remedy that I create and then replace it with yours [Hook] This is for you I'm doing it for us I know you want the truth So I'm doing this for us Look [Verse 2] It's been a min since I did something new Yea I know, I get reminded when I run into you Be like, "yo where's the music at you dropping it soon The last I saw was that video that you did at the school And that was dope" Tell you preciate it then I dap you up Then let you know I been cooking up for the last few months Y'all got me feeling I'm anticipated A demonstration of people waiting to hear me make it So, Whats taking All of this time The missing note I'm searching for in different parts of my mind Can't you tell I put it all in these rhymes Appears to be telemetry the way the pin can put my heart in these lines Yea But it's almost like I'm Fallin behind Every time It crosses my mind its like a part of me dies Apologizes, you gotta pardon my vibes Cuz here and now, the thought of Letting you down is stressing me out My brother Dubbs told me to search for inner peace And then I found my emeny was my inner me I give the devil too much credits Saying that he did it, but in reality its really me I had to view my life in 3rd person Taking a step back to see What's really worth it The music that I'm making The people that I'm hurting The money that is coming Or all the rules that I have broken I wish that y'all could know how real it was I was numb to feeling love Battling the thought of me losing it all Because focusing on my faults Put me back into depression and put pressure on my art After reflecting on this record I was taught When God closes one door another door is ajar