Ray Childish - Encounter lyrics

I don't dare to look up I don't dare to look you in the face I'm searching for something to rest my eyes on some resting spot in the space I can't swallow the lump that's in my throat the words I'd like to speak, they seem so remote the only thing I'm able to do is to pet the dog Chorus (repeat 2x): I can't figure out myself I can't figure out myself I can't figure out myself I can't figure out myself I'd love to talk to you, but I can't find my voice The conversation's running in my head in an imaginary voice I work up all my courage and ask you for a walk but you, you say, you'd better go