Rashad Davis - Special lyrics

[Wolves Howling] [Verse 1] sh** 30th time I screwed up My father told me that I was special and I believed him Until the day I grew up I'm on my phone like "You up?" It's 2 AM and I'm thinking 'bout when my cousin flew up And reminded me that I was only the second favorite Actually kinda hate it It made me sick to my stomach, damn I almost threw up My petty jealousy, arrogance, insecurity The reason that we don't get along, I put that all on me Pills are wearing off My headaches are coming back The pressure is building up Paranoid or I'm 'bout to crack I'm slowly losing focus Slipping into distraction Noting behind my words it's all just a reaction To steady stressing and writing sh** that's depressing I'm sitting next to my demons and missing all of my blessings A hunted man walking All I can see is red T.V. you see me dead T.V. you see me dead [Instrumental Interlude] [Verse 2] They wanna see me dead They wanna take my head They think they gunned me down but now all I can see is red All in the media images push me to the edge They not gon' get me that easy I'm a fighter I pledge I hunt alone on a full moon I'll skin a fox So I can focus with no distraction hearing it talk Wolves against the bloodhounds Action simply reactive They see my wings and they use my feathers for target practice Hunt