Rap Masta RJ - Nightmare lyrics

Quit saying i'll be fine Don't tell me not to worry The stretch marks on my skin Out speak you in it's glory And i haven't slept in days I've been saying i'm okay It's a lie just like The euphemisms you say everyday And i don't know where i'm going I can't breathe, i think it's showing The love for my pa**ion Is the one thing that keeps me up And your pep talks are a waste You ask me, "hey, why the long face?" But when i say what's going on You just turn the other way And i can't stand the fact that Everything i love is being ripped away from me And i tried to look on the bright side But the shining light blinded my eyes And left me cold and alone To see nothing but black oblivion I'm calling out to the dream i know So sick of suffocating, i just wanna grow I know that it gets better But lately, i've been down the weather I'll be fine I just need some time alone