Hook: Lately I see disappointment in the mirror lately Should set up an appointment with a doctor maybe Like nah I'm good I'm addicted this pen I been thinking bout my life and now I'm writing again Verse: Why lie about my life I've never been so scared I only write what's through my eyes this is truth no dare These demons find me darkness I ain't shooting no flares Emotional bridges I'm guilty I ain't paying no fares Buncha wanna be rappers who just famous it ain't fair I'm aware of what be popping but I really don't care Cuz it's the Glocks that they be popping and they die young there Down the block man I be walking and I'm wondering where Where do these thugs even come from Do these kids have anybody or do they have no one Lookin for change in these lives like it's inside the sofa Trap you one by one like you inside the toaster I'm not tryna live in jail my life I'll make most of You can't push me off the table my fans are the coasters Yeah my life is up and down like I'm riding a coaster Straight embara** all the clowns Ima put em on posters Hook: Lately I see disappointment in the mirror lately Should set up an appointment with a doctor maybe Like nah I'm good I'm addicted this pen I been thinking bout my life and now I'm writing again