And now that you're gone I feel the pain My heart trembles, I call your name I miss your touch, your soft blonde hair I keep searching for an answer but it just ain't there And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life anymore Everywhere I turn, the finger points at me You'll never understand, I'm in misery 'Cause baby without you I have no one Oh my sweet darling what have I done And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life anymore, alright She smiled at me as I held her carefully Her last words were I love you, thought it set me free And I can't forget that look on her face It looked like an angel as she died in my embrace And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life anymore And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life anymore And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life And I don't want to live this life anymore