RAINEY - Arkham lyrics

It's Rainey, Mr. Gravy Train I'll mame your f**ing train of fame No this ain't based, this is straight insane sh** Your trust in me's combusted But that's something that I mustered all on my own So the consequences fluster, bu*ter- Fly wings on my back, all but graceful, like a buz-saw Sounding out the bursting curses, first Perverse thoughts lurking, second Third strike like Capcom brings the lights back on Now I'm conscious of the pain I've dealt And no amount of guilt can top that Lets back track, to when I was getting head like a snaback Backpack up to the mountains to get past that And linger in the solitude of my own ineptitude I could convince any b**h to gimmie the puss: Inception, dude But all that's ever done is land me in the wrong place A sure fall from grace I could barely save face Almost lost my crew to some bullsh**, yeah I've made mistakes But don't front like you haven't, nobody's a f**ing saint This goes out to any girl I've ever said “forever” to And any girl I've ever chosen to be with instead of you Blame it all on me, I could give a f** less Just let me know that you're okay so I can get some f**ing rest Please This is not an apology This is the realization That there are things more important than self preservation Look: sometimes I think twice about this whole college sh** And whether I should continue, or roll it up and bottle it Throw it out to sea for someone else to find it and And use it, while I take this time to clear my f**ing conscience Night terrors used to keep me from ease And a voice in my head, like a whispering fiend, it said In a tone that was rather displeased “How could you know nightmares If you've been living a dream, kid?”