Rainer Maria - Thought I Was lyrics

I'm not the way I thought I was It was starting to feel like the worst of times I've got to choose sides Am I wicked? Am I right? Or am I just reacting all the time? I'm not the way I thought i was. I was starting to see all the worst in life I've got to lose sight Of their pompous, boring lies I was starting to think i couldn't fight I've got to fight Just not in the way I once thought right