Hope, the hope is k**ing me Hope it waits for me, will it wait for me This is something I can't take Something I can't take Following me Inside my head I'm closer to myself than I ever felt Closer to myself than I ever felt Blood is trickling away Won't slow down for me Won't slow down for me This is something I don't need Something I can't take Following me Inside my head I'm closer to myself than I ever felt Closer to myself than I ever felt I've wasted, wasted, wasted my whole life I'm closer to myself than I felt Always left behind It's something I don't mind If I focus on the road (repeat) I'm closer to myself than I ever felt Closer to myself than I ever felt I've wasted, wasted, wasted my whole life I'm closer to myself than I felt And I can't believe in you And I can't believe in you And I can't believe in you And I can't believe in you