Rachael Sage - Lotus Flower lyrics

How can I be the judge of something Who energy's so hard to find I think I got you in the palm o' my hand And then you up and redivide How can I be a priestess in this Religion that's so undefined How come I feel like a true explorer if I'm Already on the inside 'Cause I would remain I would abstain And I would endure pain for you I would collide I would abide By anyone who'd adore you How can I build a briudge through silence When all I have are these two hands To separate the rooms from islands And find a way to warmer sands How can I be everything to you Do you know what that could mean I wanna run this river through you And find a way to true extremes 'Cause I would remain I would abstain And I would endure pain for you I would collide I would abide By anyone who'd adore you I think I am the lotus flower You told me they live and breathe in the mud And I'm still breathing Deep inside of,this love I think you are the only answer 'Cause you know how to read my mind If I could learn to do the same for you I wouldn't feel so far behind I think you are the only answer To all the questions I could ask I think you are a barefoot dancer And I am just a ballet cla**, I think I am the lotus flower I think you are the tall, tall gra** I think this is the final hour And I am coming home at last