Rachael Sage - Birthday lyrics

Every single birthday I promise I am gonna change, but I can never take the first step Every single New Years I promise they'll be no more tears, I can only take what I get What I get is that you will never, never, never let go What I feel is that you may never, never, never wanna know me for who I really am Every single Hanukkah, I promise I am gonna come shimmying out of my shell Every single Rosh Hashanah, shrouded in a Hallelujah, listen for the holiest bell What I feel is that you will never, never, never let go What I fear is that you may never, never, never wanna know me for who I really am La da da, La da da da Every single birthday seen singing to a cupcake, I'm lonely as a grain of loose sand Every single New Years I promise they'll be no more tears, hoping for a dose of dry land What I hope is that you will someday, someday, someday let go What I wish is that you will one day, one day, one day wanna know me for who I really am La da da, da da da da La da da, La da da, da da da da