Ra - What I Am lyrics

I see faces in the sky Of sad forgotten souls Low-down, decaying joy No hope to keep me whole No breeze to comfort me No love to save my mood Sunlight present to me Unbranded solitude How many times can I ignore The Devil standing at my door How many times can I forgive I want to die, but still I live Too many thoughts demanding What's a man to do Too many pains of old Call out the pains of new I squeeze my head so hard To force the demons out Dark angels laugh at me And all that I'm about How many times can I ignore The Devil standing at my door How many times can I forgive I want to die, but still I live I can't go on I hate myself I can't let go Of what I am A poison mind corrupts The fabric of my soul I rip apart the script But still I play the role How many times can I ignore The Devil standing at my door How many times can I forgive I want to die but still I live How many times can I ignore The Devil standing at my door How many times can I forgive I want to die but still I live I can't go on I hate myself I can't let go Of what I am I can't go on I hate myself I can't let go Of what I am