Ra - Swimming Upstream lyrics

The sun disappeared right before my eyes My heart turned and walked away I gave you the keys to an open door And you threw them right back at me Once again I'm alone with a pain in my chest So sad, so sad, so low The clouds start to gather, here comes the rain You meant more than you could know I can't say I miss you You're always around I can't say I love you 'Cause you'll cut me down I'm wounded and hurt And that's my fault But I made my decision with my back to the wall And I gotta move on from here I've done all that I can do Yeah I gotta move on from here I've been swimming upstream for you As time pa**es by, I can't explain It's hard to be next to you Is it my face or is it everything That you're not attracted to? I'm so lost and confused when I look at you Your eyes, your lips, so soft And then when you see me, I turn away 'Cause I know that I turn you off I can't say I miss you You're always around I can't say I love you 'Cause you'll cut me down I'm wounded and hurt And that's my fault But I made my decision with my back to the wall And I gotta move on from here I've done all that I can do Yeah I gotta move on from here I've been swimming upstream for you I've been swimming upstream for you Yeah, I've been swimming upstream for you