Ra - I Lost Everything Today lyrics

I'm running out of excuses now I try to hide from what you're giving Cold advice never seems to end Training days that I was living Magic makes for a boring lie Golden sh** and a red bowtie Bleeding hearts disregard the sun And what's begun I don't know why I lost everything today I got beaten so I ran away I lost everything today I can't find my way to yesterday Graveyard shifts to sleepless nights Comatose but I'm still kickin' Hungry headed data pig God's remorse the paces quicken Fundamental decadence Simplified the ma**es wonder Faulty streams of conciousness The sea of crap that we live under I lost everything today Out of time and it is not worth trying I lost everything today Lost it all and I feel like dying Simplistic monolithic hyperactive Neolithic condescending neverending disregarded fantasy Creative systematic Tempermental horizontal Disa**emble instrumental Polyester family divided Aramaic humanistic Esoteric superfragile Undermining comprehension sanity Fundamental urination Sanitation fornication vindicated Medicated unrelated can't you see I lost everything today I got beaten so I ran away I lost everything today I can't find my way to yesterday I lost everything today Out of time and it is not worth trying I lost everything today Lost it all and I feel like dying