RA$H - Donnie Darko. lyrics

So what y'all want me to do f** living lies, I'm tryna feed you the truth sh**, Home ain't been a home So I live in the booth Only alive in my music I'm just breathing through you And I'll be gone in a minute, I'm just keeping it G Thoughts racing through my head But they ain't speaking to me My conscious only whispers What he keeping from me? These rappers f**ing up, They just speaking to speak You n***as supposed to be teachers What y'all teaching to me? Nothing The ladies acting starstruck But I peep bluffing Should prolly keep a poker face in this love game These n***as rapping hoes and don't know they son name Back child support, and a grand on one chain And here I'm still giving my life Still I'm cursing god Cause he f**ing f**ed my life up Hope you hear this, you don't write much And I hope you take my soul before this motherf**ing nights up And I doubt they comprehend what they hearing from me Got us caged like dogs And now I'm ready to speak Ribs touching b**h I'm ready to eat I see the gimmicks setting stage But they ain't ready for me (Hook) Completely done with the nonsense Done with the drama Tend to try on some suits But I ain't f**ing with karma No offense to that stripper karma She learned from her mama And now she only f**s with n***as if they raking in commas But I don't knock the hustle Wrong door, you in trouble His Glocks in mint condition And I bet he packed double But sh** I'm ranting off Moms been gave up She knows I'm slacking off Said I had a tutor Had the tutored b**hes jack me off And I don't stress sh** I tend to laugh it off But there's my bluff Cause At home I rarely laugh at all Cause sh** ain't funny when you're thinking bout ending it And if I die before the drop Hope they peep the penmanship sh**, I'll probably die before I finish this Then I'd go to hell And say I died young and ignorant My minds f**ed cause I chose to not be ignorant And now I know too much Eyes and souls getting intimate You see what I mean Music is the pa**ion but I know I need green It's like I'm payed max I will never leave my team And I'm sleeping to escape Cause it's freedom in my dreams (Hook) The golden child of my youth Elimination for fruit The sweet eliminated first If you pudding, you fooled And the word is overused In the sense that I'll still use it Hands no longer waving sh** y'all n***as turned to Buddhist Well boo dat Back when cole had y'all n***as chanting "who dat" Now the white hoes screaming "who dat" What I thought you knew dat Just wait until the news come back That the coolest of the cool came back And yeah I'm ripping these tracks Kitten cries as I'm splitting the cat n***as is bound to copy So I'm spitting the facts (fax) Still I'm spitting the heat Dodging the tics and the tacs Lil n***as breast fed With the titting for tat And I ain't in it for that I'm just tryna shake these demons Should probably join the navy All these hoes love the semen Verbal dope dealer Got you Puki, n***as feinding Got the Feds watching Cause they know that I'm the reason Maybe it's paranoia floating through my cerebral But I peeped you n***as stunting p**y Evel Knievel's If you don't know the real sh**, the prophets a teach you They have yet to peep the style so they claiming I'm evil (Hook)