R316N - Writin' In My Diary lyrics

[Verse One: R316N] Lookin' up to the sky for some f*ckin' guidance Cause if you don't believe in somethin' you'll fall for anything Call myself an alien cause I hate human beings Really we're just zombies, humans have obviously been f*ckin' extinct For the past century, your life is an illusion peeps This sh*t is fantasy, you're stuck in a world of daydreams Support that bullsh*t cause you have no knowledge You're funding a cause that puts more money in the rich's paws, and Millions die everyday from starvation No clothes, so they get too cold whenever the temperature's droppin' But, these f*ck n*ggas blowin' money like it's not sh*t Braggin' to the poor, like I just spent 600K on a car and a necklace But if you got caught up on your bullsh*t wit' a question like: "What do you do for the community?" you'd be f*ckin' shook like dice! If you actually worked hard for ya' dollars and didn't boast, that's fine But that ain't the case, you n*ggas were handed your wealth entirely "Sign a contract and hand ya' life over And all ya' materialistic wishes may soon become yours You're on our side now, don't worry no one'll ever find out This is the opportunity of a lifetime, don't turn back now!" Destroyed a generation, corrupted society Postin' dumb sh*t on FB is as addictive as nicotine! Can't be yourself, pretendin' to be someone else So you aren't blown away in this cold wind, you just want friends Well, is it worth it? Peer pressure is a motherf*cker But motherf*ck that! Can't let it change who you are as a person Just cause the sun shines, it's still a dark world outside Get ya' f*ckin' umbrella, it's finna rain tonight [Hook: R316N] Life s**s, I despise it so f*ckin' much Without rap, I question what the f*ck I'd have left? School leaves me joyless, but I still struggle to keep my grades above average To impress my family, but it ain't doin' sh*t for me Outside of school, I stay locked in my bedroom Writin' down cuss words, to get away from my problems All I f*ckin' do is rhyme, aspiring to get signed It'll probably be this way until the end of time [Bridge: R316N] Writin' In My Diary (x3) (Yo) [Verse Two: R316N] The struggle is real, best believe that sh*t When I look up to the sky I never get any acknowledgement The pain is constant, will it ever end? I'm steady wonderin' Sick of this sh*t, haven't been genuinely happy since the age of six There's no escape I'm trapped in this f*ckin' state My mind-state is f*cked, but somehow I still keep faith The U.S. is a disgrace, everybody is overweight and underminded Just stuck in their f*ckin' television everyday Who determines what makes someone attractive? Cause gettin' ya' hair and nails done ain't always the answer Reality TV may portray sh*t differently But f*ck that! What you need is some f*ckin self-esteem! (yo) How the f*ck can anyone follow good when nobody'll lead Subliminal messaging done f*cked up your subconscious mind completely With my lyrics, leave you questioning sh*t like The Shining Hopefully I open some eyes wide, cause honestly [Hook: R316N] Life s**s, I despise it so f*ckin' much Without rap, I question what the f*ck I'd have left? School leaves me joyless, but I still struggle to keep my grades above average To impress my family, but it ain't doin' sh*t for me Outside of school, I stay locked in my bedroom Writin' down cuss words, to get away from my problems All I f*ckin' do is rhyme, aspiring to get signed It'll probably be this way until the end of time [Bridge: R316N] Writin' In My Diary (x3)