R.e.m. - Disappear lyrics

I dragged my feet across the seat Jumped out the pa**enger side The only thing worth looking for Is what you find inside But that had not yet appeared Lost, invisible here Tel Aviv and Agadir Tone deaf or almost Before I learned to see The vanishing point appeared I looked for you everywhere I looked for you everywhere There is a calm I haven't come to yet I spent half my life figuring what comes next I telescoped in, I finally win I finally win the prize That now my eyes see comets Perfect timing squeeze I'm head-first fighting everything The crushing force of memory Embracing all I've been The vanishing point appeared I looked for you everywhere I looked for you everywhere Tell me why you're here I came to disappear Look at this face Can you believe it? Am I living in the beautiful vacuum? Because I can't see it The vanishing point appeared I looked for you everywhere I looked for you everywhere Tell me why you're here I came to disappear Tell me why you're here I came to disappear I came to disappear