Quieter - New Years//Old Fears lyrics

I don't mind being the one you call at night, the one that says goodnight I'm hoping there's more, but my hopes they aren't to high Tonight il cut all ties Close my eyes Say goodbye I dont mind the way things are But I don't want to be another broken kid outside your door Hoping for more But my hopes they aren't to high Heres to hoping you ruined just the new year Not my whole year