Quietdrive - Leaving Dramatics lyrics

It's been holidays since I've said how I feel Until yesterday found my whole life was new I can finally see that I love you that I miss you That I need you certainly But now my essence is spinning spinning away And I can't keep chasing your memory Around and around and around and around in my head Waiting for you to make up your mind I've felt this way before and You seem like you know what you're doing to me And you never could make the simple words feel right My whole life around the way you give yourself I've been safe and sound in my own selfish void But I've finally found that I hate you I dispise you Please don't give it away today But now my essence is spinning spinning away And I can't keep chasing your memory Around and around and around and around in my head Waiting for you to make up your mind I've felt this way before and You seem like you know what you're doing to me And you never could make the simple words feel right And I'll take my time Put your lips to mine You'll never grow cold From fear again But you'll grieve the day That I won't stay And then you'll realize (Then you'll realize) That what we had Was exactly what you were looking for And I can't keep chasing your memory Around and around and around and around in my head Waiting for you to make up your mind I've felt this way before and You seem like you know what you're doing to me And you never could make the simple words feel right