Black again covers white I paint my day Memories surround me Reveries still haunt me Flames of dream Burst from the ashes Wearing faces from ages pa**ed I'll be changing behind many masks Until the dusk Will fade away New day will break Running through the fire Trying to seize desires Oceans of bygone days I swim again I wonder why I still remember Nothing but pain I don't know why I'm feeling blue Act like fool Myself again I want to be To sleep and dream Oh set me free Help to me by myself once more Simple desires fill my soul I want to find the hidden truth Be able to forgive abuse And reach a place of safety I'm through with fairy-tales and daydreams Won't look for happiness – oh no! A company of one small tear for nevermore