I dont think I am what I was before Becuase I never watched anyone die before I wish I never left home I wish I left it all alone Temptation is a disease Cause you never do as you please Your body takes over, your mind don't care Never think twice what might happen... out there! Screaming Screaming Screaming Screaming Go straight in for the ultimate sin! Nobody else ever seems to CARE! So I took what I thought was mine And I went for a very long time And I thought I knew what happened to you I don't think I think like I did before I never watched anyone die before I felt like I died as well The look, the words, the smell The way you looked at me As if I'd never been free I remember the words like a favorite song Cause I forget the way things went wrong Faked a picture of perfect health I realised I was k**ing myself I don't think I am what I was before I never watched anyone die before I dream in slow motion and I wake up screaming