[Chorus: Repeat 3x] I shouldn't loved him I shouldn't wanted him I shouldn't trust him No I shouldn't f**ed him Now here I am carryin his seed That makes two for him and a fourth for me [Verse 1] Sometimes I'm wreckin my brain, tryna to figure out How we can come to this, how we even came about We never took the time to measure the proper amounts Or beef we would cause of sneakin around If my brother even knew sh** he'd proably flip out And up until tonight we never had doubts Remeber the first time that you slept over my house? We made love to Donnell Jones, damn we so foul But now its been a year from that day today We still meet in the cut I can't live this way Can't be no more us, f** you feelin lame What about me feelin loved, is s** all that its worth? When it comes to us, I know that you love me Its deeper then a nut, I know that you care for me Its deeper then a nut [Chorus: 3x] [Verse 2] You keep blamin it on him clamin him as a friend Talkin about you and that n***a is tight like brothers f** him, and I can put that on my life So what he my baby daddy he don't do his child right Tryna to explain I got tears in my eyes This lump in my throat tryna hold back my cries You talkin about me and ya booze ain't wise Me and you has a cup Queen it just ain't right You said it could never be yo n***as B.D. a wife Tell me how would it look to the rest of my crew You f**in wit me Queen thats just bad news I'm breakin rules but we just can't stop I said we in too deep I'm not k**in ya seed I say we in too deep n***a I'm keepin my seed [Chorus: 3x] [Verse 3] It really broke my heart to see you pushin that whip When you couldn't even cop a new coat for yo kid It really broke my heart when you co*ked backed on me When I was six months pregnant still beatin on me It really f**ed me up how you put me in debt f**in up QPs dollars and sense To think I catch your doughs and your whiz in my crib Jeporadize a lively hood on me and my kids And which one of those seeds belong to you God would've been better of makin a cat or a baboon instead of you n***a I mean you ain't worth sh** A man that don't take care of his kids ain't worth lint Now here I am I'm in love wit yo friend And the only thing standin in the way is you b**h! I cursed the day I ever even accepted your dick Your daughters father don't know you Tell her yo father is yo friend, b**h [Chorus: 3x]