QT - I'm Trying lyrics

VERSE 1 My past overshadows what's goin' on right now And it hurts so bad I never thought I'd be all by myself, But then I made you mad Too many times before, that's why you locked the door On our love Then you threw away the key Now I'm looking out the window Seeing you With someone else. PRE-CHORUS I know I made mistakes before but this one Hit the books, now I'm just history I can't adjust to the fact that you ain't comming back And it just eats at me!!! CHORUS I'm trying Not to think about the past Reminiscing on the the love we had I'm trying And it's k**ing me inside Cause I had to let you go Bye-Bye I'm trying VERSE 2 To figure out what's next, oh Tryna figure out where to go It's like I'm lost and I'll never be fount Without my love around Searchin!! Tryna find the answers to the riddle Feeling so little in this big ol' world And I hear the clock ticking Tick tock, Aftershock, that's what my bodies feeling!! PRE-CHORUS I know I made mistakes before but this one Hit the books, now I'm just history I can't adjust to the fact that you ain't comming back And it still eats at me!!! CHORUS I'm trying Not to think about the past Reminiscing on the the love we had I'm trying And its k**ing me inside Cause I had to let you go Bye-Bye I'm trying X2 Bridge I'm trying to forget about the hugs and the kisses It hurts to know that a part of me is missing My better half, my all I had Ain't comming back, I'm trying!!!