Q Strange - Illusion lyrics

Hi I'm just a regular guy It's just an illusion I made from the outside Inside I got a sick mind When the mask goes on just prepare to die (2x) Strange thoughts my mind begins to scatter Recover from depression I don't know whats the matter Well I'm mad like a hatter and I'm clearly insane But my life is an illusion so I'm hiding the pain Its strange to be normal but I'm trickin em all Cuz what goes on in my mind is like off the wall Lasting as I tick tick tick I be a lunatick I need help And I wanna k** myself But I wanna k** everyone else But I know I'm a nice guy you can't even tell That I'm a psycho Michael find someone to rain on Stalk her for months just to scare her Walk in your house I creep Sit there all night just to watch you sleep And I'll sneak out the door just before you wake The puppy tried to bark but I chewed up his face I tried to escape from the realm of insanities Sick of people sayin theyre understandin me You can't understand cuz I dont't even know myself I have a disease I need psychiatric help But I'm in denile you see me happy and smilin But inside my mind already died Maybe I'm depressed from feelings ive repressed Never expressed but oh I'm obsessed with d**h I guess Something went wrong down the line I can't control the ill thoughts in my mind I look like a nice guy wouldn't hurt a fly But its just an illusion I created on the outside Nobody can know, nobody'll know till the mask goes on they'll see (Chorus) The voices in my head forever taunting me Demonic laughter from hell haunting me I tried to shut them up I bash my head against the wall And I'll be laughing hard after I bruise and blood my skull The voices the voices they make my brain numb Tellin me to do sick sh** in voodoo tongues I'm doin what they tell me just to shut them up You think youre my friend but I'll stilll f** you up You thought I cared about you that was an illusion You don't understand its my mind that I'm losin The man that you thought you knew was a mirage I'm clean cuttin body parts up in my garage Im the cryo clone you never thought woudl run into you But I'ma slash you hide you out put you in a tub of tub of vinegar You want me to k** ya cuz you don't like the torcha But I sorta like to see you in pain Insane what I am but I always wasn't like this Back in the day I wouldn't even write this Used to make songs to party and have fun But now my ill joints make insane clowns run The law was changed wheh I was on the brink of insanity So I saw a shrink he said hes gonna help me reach to my inner self Instead I reach for his throat and strangle to d**h I left his office with blood on my hands Peoiple in the waiting room all screamed and ran But I didn't sweat it I tried to forget it And nobody knows that I'm a crazy from it Its hectic to create the illusion of a sane man Cuz I'm insane man Hahahahaheheheheh (Chorus) Prepare to die Haha you thought you knew me It's all an illusion