Puppet - First Time Fighting lyrics

Heavy guilt has me on my knees Wasting all opportunities Left my life overseas Happy home is what I need (What I need) What if who I am is not who I want to be? (Who are you) Try to understand What it means to be me It’s not like your perfect dreams You say what you always mean I won’t just wait and see what will become of me You say it’s over but it never is We fought a thousand battles but it never ends