Pup - Sleep In the Heat lyrics

I was feeling a little bizarre The day that I buried my family car In the scrapmetal wrecking yard And I've said so many goodbyes In the 25 years that I've been alive And I don't know why this one was so hard And everytime when I go back to my apartment All I wanna do is get stoned And I'm sick and tired of blacking out on my carpet And waking up all on my own SO I BROUGHT YOU HOME You started falling apart 6 months after you moved in And I shoulda known from the start That things would be different It's not something that I can fix If I could do anything YOU KNOW I WOULD If this f**ing vacation would come to an end Maybe then you'd be normal again Last week when I went back to my apartment You were lookin' so stoned The day after Christmas you acted so different You just WANTED TO BE ON YOUR OWN So I bought you medicine, went to the vet and Cashed all of my savings and loans But it was too late. You were letting go... Woah oh oh (x11) And nothing I say will make it ok You just SLEEP IN THE HEAT AND REPEAT You're wasting away. And nothing I do is gonna save you I'm trying my best but you can't even Look at me or talk to me or tell me what's happening to you Yesterday I went back to my apartment To see how you've been holding up You hadn't been eating, I thought you were sleeping, but... YOU'RE NOT WAKING UP I want you to know thay I'd spend every bit of my Pitiful savings and loans just to see you again But I know I won't