Punchline - Coldest Of Calendars lyrics

I've heard stories through silence and we laugh at the end and declare that today was the best day we lived but the end of the night draws a calm to the dark where I dream you exist in the places you aren't I'm cold inside and these pictures can't even explain what's missing in my life. The coldest of calendars I couldn't have it any better Half the time I am alive just to see your smile I'm cold inside I'm cold inside Someday you will understand It just takes a little time There's a letter here waiting to go in the mail In my head its all there but I'm not quite prepared to fade away Don't fade away Somehow I'll try to do this right I'm cold inside and these pictures can't even explain what's missing in my life. The coldest of calendars I couldn't have it any better Half the time I am alive just to see your smile Sometimes I feel cold inside It feels like I am sleeping outside Indoors there's a light I can see in your eyes I've seen nights without sleep Days without daylight These memories I keep won't keep me warm at night The coldest part is the heart that we share It's breaking apart and you're not even here To say things will get better So freezing out blanket my discontent 'til I sleep again. I'm cold inside I'm saving a story that won't begin til you're there