There are things that I've done that has been good and alright. But mostly I've been suffering from wounds and snakbites. When thunderstorms are raging I gotta go and buy a kite. And I'll snort any powder that's cheap and white. That's just the way it is I live in a self-destructive way I need a co*ktail based on poison To get me through the day. I'm slurping up a mixture from the drinkbook of Jim Jones. Yeah, I can't resist a bottle with them skull and bones. Gotta get some action and I don't care in which way. Paid the maker a visit but he didn't want me anyway. That's just the way it is I live in a self-destructive way I need a co*ktail based on poison To get me through the day. I feel like an attraction in some freakshow act. But this is how I live and there is no way back. I spin the chamber when the days get slow. I've cheated d**h ten days in a row.