Psychophile - Not Listening lyrics

Why aren't you listening to me? Why don't you go away? Why aren't you crumbling somewhere? Why don't you go away? Why aren't you dead and buried? Why don't you go away? Why aren't you lost and worried? Why don't you go away? I wanted to call and never to hear your name I wanted to fight and never be the same again I wanted to listen and not hear you reply I wanted to hurt you and never even see you cry