Pryde - Nightmare lyrics

Chorus: All this shining, all this flashing is way too bright for my eyes And I'm just trying to have a good time, but there's a demon behind them lights This is a nightmare, This is a nightmare Cuz once she's gone, keep thinking about it, and I really can't get her back But right now I got money in a fat wallet And a bad b**h on my lap, she don't love me This is a nightmare, this is a nightmare Verse 1: And I've been at this party too long I need to go home I really mean it this is not my scene I think this drink is too strong I only drink it cuz the whole team's faded And I still feel alone My wifey broke up with me last night Now I'm glued to my phone But you don't wanna talk You don't wanna listen But it's bad b**hes right beside me But I feel so distant And I swear she gotta thick frame But she call me by my nickname And I swear her friends are loving it But they don't know me by my government This is really what the light done gave me And I swear the weather's nice, it's amazing But even when the sun outside, there's an area that's shady Meaning everything could look good, meaning everything could look right But some things stay cold in the hot weather And this game gives you pain and it's not pleasure Girl you kiss me last week, and it feels like last year Cuz so many things can happen yeah and switch I never knew that my dreams would end up like this Chorus: All this shining, all this flashing is way too bright for my eyes And I'm just trying to have a good time, but there's a demon behind them lights This is a nightmare, This is a nightmare Cuz once she gone, keep thinking about, and I really can't get her back But right now I got money in a fat wallet And a bad b**h on my lap, she don't love me This is a nightmare, this is a nightmare Verse 2: I've been doing way too much expecting Cuz all that I expected disappointed me like right now Yeah I'm lovin all the cameras and attention and the lights But what am I gonna do when the light's out? Everybody wanna work to be the greatest But they ain't really seeing how the game is It's one thing to be the best in the game Its another to maintain it And I'm afraid of falling off so I gotta be on my toes and so focused But its hard to keep your mind on one thing When your old life tries to intervene And they tell you that you really ain't yourself And it's eating at you, speeding past you Can't believe that that's who You used to be baby But you grow up so fast when you chase dreams Its crazy when you come from having nothing To being able to get each and everything you wanted Materialism ends, but memories stay remembered I just need to find myself again and make everything better So baby would you answer I never knew you would leave Instead of finding what I once was I should find who I should be Chorus: All this shining, all this flashing is way too bright for my eyes And I'm just trying to have a good time, but there's a demon behind them lights This is a nightmare, This is a nightmare Cuz once she gone, keep thinking about, and I really can't get her back But right now I got money in a fat wallet And a bad b**h on my lap, she don't love me This is a nightmare, this is a nightmare Outro: How you feel about You wanna talk Are you mad cuz I'm not who I was? Well let me catch up Let me catch up