Pryde - Thinking and Drinking lyrics

[Verse 1] Alright.. Look Never forgetting the fact you helped me But can't forget the fact that you talked to somebody else While I was struggling to keep my life together for the better I thought you had my back but you really wanted the pleasure Of attention from these men that wasn't really sincere Thinking I ain't love you properly, but it wasn't clear I was tryna get ahead and I was living in fear cause I had pressure on me I know that you was tryna get to know me But you ain't had to give those dudes the time of day I loved you, it's just that I had so much sh** up in the way I was mourning over d**h I was trying to pay my rent Now I'm seeing every other man that knows me as a threat And the city is still cold, dudes wanna just use you My life about to be popping I wish I could include you But we both on different levels and I wish you'd grow up If you hear this know that you still got my love [Hook] That's why I just keep thinking That's why I just keep drinking That's why I just keep thinking Don't be afraid, we'll be okay [Verse 2] It rain, now these car windows foggy Wishing you were by my side with your soft skin upon me This ain't a song about how I miss you Or how it's been so long It's a song about my truths and how I realising you're gone You ain't have to be so hard on me for not being present I loved you, you were priority I said it, I meant it But I'm growing more than anything I'd wish that you'd get it Life is more than always asking for credit Cause I know I did a lot for you But I don't wanna rub that in your face I did it because I cared I wanted you to be safe I ain't ready for forever But I'm trying to find my way I can't believe you went to him What the hell am I to say? Cause he used to be my homie He told you that he don't know me He disrespected me, lied to you Got his way, now you're lonely.. it's crazy But even though I ain't physically there And this relationship ain't healthy you should know that I still care and that's why I.. [Hook] That's why I just keep thinking That's why I just keep drinking That's why I just keep thinking Don't be afraid, we'll be okay [Outro] I just keep [x3] Thinking.. I just keep [x3] Drinking.. I just keep [x3] Thinking..