Prozak - Insane lyrics

[Verse 1: Prozak] Another dreaded day of anguish My life is confilcted, contorted and twisted Labyrinth of logistic language And it seems that I'm always lettin' everybody pa** me by And I haven't slept since I woke up and find out my life's a lie A manic depresive with such compulsive tendencies It's need to get away from me, cause I am my own enemy I'm thinking these pills will set me free Or it's the best to bleed I grab my razor blade but it's not helping me And theraphy? Yeah I've tried it Confided till I decided to stick my knife Inside her and now I'll end subsided And now she haunts me, taunts me, stalks me I think she wants to be the d**h of me Get the f** off me! I can't stop screamin', am I awake or dreamin'? It seems there's no normal reasons to please these inner demons f** it, I guess I'm high and above I guess I call my own bluff Step up for the edge of the roof and jump [Hook: Violent J] Who controls the insane? It's automatic Who's the one to take blame? It's automatic (Insane!) Like a flame in the windstorm No direction, for who gets burned Random, miscellaneous madness It's automatic (insane!) [Verse 2: Violent J] You have never felt the pain like this here so surreal Explosions are super fear, unloadin' between my ears My finger nails growin' another four inches probably at the hour My blood is dried up inside me and blows out like powder I try to scream, but it enhances my panic I see 200 little kids laughing at me in bloody pajamas And in damned Jesus sits way beyond the sucidial (?) Think my soul is in his grips when there not my motor takes I got berzerk like I'm playin' video game with my life Start k**in' em all with my knife Under the freeway bridges, hittin' homeless and schizophrenic Stuck in sudden dead flesh, electro panic Got me stuck in the sudden dead flesh (electro panic) [Hook] [Verse 3: Shaggy 2 Dope] My brain is off limits, even I ain't giving orders I'm stucked inside my body I bond these slaughters I have no control over my arms as they choke you So quit begging me to stop This squirming making your body flop It's 600 degrees in my forehead! My body is frozen cold I'm layin' in your bed The woman spinnin' fast in one way I spin' as whole the other All I see is an axe and knives meeting each other They almost got me, I was smoking rocks behind the grady They blow up on me with their lights, guns drawn and pepper spray Woke up again next to three dead flesh I don't know when the insanity begins, insanity ends I don't know when the insanity begins, insanity ends [Hook]