Prozak - House Of Cards lyrics

[Intro: Kate Rose] I know you really can't see but This grief is tearing through me It's left me like a house of cards One breath – you're gone [Verse 1: Prozak] Man it still seems so surreal that you've gone away It sounds cliche but I still think about you everyday See you in my dreams and pictures on the fire place See you in the mirrors, reflection resemble my own face When we were kids you used to tell me “never back down” So how did you give up on everything and hit rock bottom Toward the end we hardly spoke, we've never talked too often You were too blind to see the pills were causing all your problems Looking back at everything sometimes I blame myself I could of try to do something to try to get you help You kept on hidin', denyin', lyin' to your ownself That you were playin' with fire, declining your own health Then the phone called from hell that I remember well Almost 5AM hearin' our parents scream and yell They were so incoherent with grief I can hardly tell Then I finally understood that this was farewell [Hook: Kate Rose] I know you really can't see but This grief is tearing through me It's left me like a house of cards One breath – you're gone I can't move on [Verse 2: Prozak] I used to think that I'll be the one leaving Earth first With all the trouble causing and alcoholic at my worst You used to tell me slow my roll before I hit the dirt Ironically I think that God had got our fates reversed And every now and then I drive alone to your grave And even though my faith is weak I get on knees and pray Wherever you may be, I hope it's in a better place That you can finally rest in peace inside eternal grace And let me be the one to tell you nothing is the same A heartbreaking conversation every holiday The empty chair at the dinner table takes your place The hollowness inside, I see it in your childrens face One day we all will be united on the other side And all this pain and anguish will be surely be cast aside We'll have eternity to make up all that lost time But until then hold a place for me up in the sky [Hook: Kate Rose] I know you really can't see but This grief is tearing through me It's left me like a house of cards One breath – you're gone I can't move on [Bridge: Kate Rose] I'll hold on to your memories You'll always be apart of me I'll hold on to your memory I'll hold on, I'll hold on I'll hold on (I'll hold on, I'll hold on) (I'll hold on, I'll hold on) (One breath, you're gone) (I can't move on) [Hook: Kate Rose] I know you really can't see but This grief is tearing through me It's left me like a house of cards One breath – you're gone I can't move on