I'm playing with the fire from old flames, it kindles inside I let it spread out of control sometimes It's like the perfect match no longer lights No matter how many times I strike The spark doesn't start to ignite So I pick apart leaves and letters Trying to forget it. Trying to leave and let it go And Ed O.G. said it best. that love come and goes But this one's not the same When a fire that's supposed to die survives through the rain And I can't take it, so I give in. Feed these flames Everything I have in a trash bag contained I thought it meant something, but it seems I'm left with nothing Except regrets, debts, and the soot my head is covered in I'm too scared to look in the eye of the storm. I'm gone Cause I know the sun won't be out for long So don't tell me keep my head up when I'm under this rain cloud I'll show you the cards I kept face down Your silhouette stays around inside my head always when I break down But sometimes I can't make your face out I save it for the rainy days now. It's my escape route And walking in the rain is starting to put these flames out The one I hold tight starts to break after a while How could you ever fake a laughter and a smile? How could you ever fake a laughter and a smile? It's like my heart's been dragged for miles Now we need to greet each other with sad smiles [And I don't care, I don't care] Understand there's some dreams you can't have So it ain't worth trying to save time inside these sandbags That I drag 'em back They just slow me down You don't know me now? Acting like you don't know me now? Cause what goes around seems to get lost inside this circle that we walking When does that hand on your watch begin And ends together at Noon and midnight and separates a minute after Underneath the moon and sunlight The webs we weaved just left us both tangled Now I'm talking to my demons that are now my guardian angels They help me to unplug from above but it s**s When you come to learn to hate everything you once loved I usually shrug my shoulders People try to lean on Collecting past skins I'm shedding Trying to keep warm in your storm And I wrote this song from memory My burns have healed and I don't care If you remember me I never look back and laugh Only come to accept That some things are left better unsaid and put to rest Cause sometimes sunshine ain't the best thing And walking in rain is kind of settling [Zing.]