Project Wyze - I Don't Want The World To See Me lyrics

I'm alone and this is how I feel I hide my truths up there behind the shield I never knew how much it hurt now my heart is steel You tried to say I lied but this is true my pain is real I'm all alone cause all alone is where my heart is at I'm not depressed you're the one that started it I'm just a child living life the only way I see it You made me cry these words are lies and I just won't believe it You people try to make me act like I was someone else I'm up alone I won't conform and ill just be myself I'm blaming you cause it was you that was behind the wheel I cannot cope I'm losing hope so tell me how to deal Look It I'm your father so why bother you're my only son You know I love you think about you when my day is done I know your mad ant me were family and that won't change I miss your mother man I love her and I feel your pain When I'm alone I let it go and throw my hands up I fell I'm losing its confusing but I won't give up I can't look back I'm feeling trapped inside this crisis I don't really want the world to see me like this When I'm alone I let it go and throw my hands up I fell I'm losing its confusing but I won't give up I can't look back I'm feeling trapped inside this crisis I don't really want the world to see me like this I know you blame me for the drinking and your mothers d**h Its time to swallow and I follow in your father's steps I make mistakes this world breaks and that's a way of life You win or lose but either way you got to pay the price I can't sit back I can't relax and just let you destroy I know you need me son you'll always be my baby boy Cause its not right to fight with anybody that you need And I'm not yelling I'm just telling you to try and speak Well I'm not speaking cause I'm leaving all of it aside See I'm not loved I'm too pissed off because my mother died You do not walk with me or talk to me you haven't changed I'm blaming you cause you're the only one to blame When I'm alone I let it go and throw my hands up I fell I'm losing its confusing but I won't give up I can't look back I'm feeling trapped inside this crisis I don't really want the world to see me like this When I'm alone I let it go and throw my hands up I fell I'm losing its confusing but I won't give up I can't look back I'm feeling trapped inside this crisis I don't really want the world to see me like this Late at night I talk to mommy cause I know she's watching over me She's hopefully protecting me I'm in her heart eternally You should be a man and see that daddy's not the enemy I've tried to show you that your mother lives through out our memories I'm living not forgiven cause that's the way I have to be Ill try to not deny and live throughout this happily Listen daddy's sorry and I'm hoping we can talk it through Likely There cause I don't care cause daddy I'm still mad at you When I'm alone I let it go and throw my hands up I fell I'm losing its confusing but I won't give up I can't look back I'm feeling trapped inside this crisis I don't really want the world to see me like this When I'm alone I let it go and throw my hands up I fell I'm losing its confusing but I won't give up I can't look back I'm feeling trapped inside this crisis I don't really want the world to see me like this