Project Deadman - Access Denied lyrics

Tech N9ne Prozak King Gordy Acess Denied (Prozak) All of my life I been denied 7 days attempted suicide Remained alive isolated trapped in my mind Confined in prisons by visions of multiple k**ings I tried to fit in different cliqs preps jocks starter chicks So what the f**k I'm tryin to find a place to call my home 9th grade trial by jury only 16 years old Found not guilty back in '93 victim of society Hatred and ma** murder thoughts inside of me My mind explodes into a paradox of pain It's all insane with player haters speakin my name in vein Underground rap game king 9 millimeter brains Fling cover your mouth and your thing From Detroit to KC f**k the industry Because they hate me you wanna be but you can't be me Wicked is how I'm depicted arrested but never convicted Prozak, King Gordy, Tecca Ninna Self Inflicted ACCESS DENIED(4x) (Tech N9ne) I don't make my music for no mother f**king whites I don't make my music for no mother f**king blacks To keep Ninna's product steady runnin off the shelf I make my music for my mother f**king self F**k the industry with dicks stuffed with Hennesy And 151 with a torch on the tip and then bust on the enemy Positive imagery you cannot change me You got that hate I'll take that beat and flip it strangely The major labels did not know what to do with me You knew I was crazy if you went to school with me Created a king kong becaus I sing songs Got hoes and labels swingin on ding dongs World wide respected Devil Boy said we aint kissing no mother f**kin a** to be accepted That's what I'm talking bout rap is revived You're trying to get inside Access Denied ACCESS DENIED(6x) (King Gordy) How many times must you die just to live? Suicide's on your mind so you k** Your whole life trying to find something real Your whole life is confined tight and sealed Would you lie to me Christ 'cause you will? By his mind put you right where I live Eternal nights the lights are in hell Soldiers eyes were all blinded by shells You are spineless can't fight your own fears Time is nice you are dying in years Why am I crucified by my peers? As a child trying to hide my own tears But keep my pride despite how I feel With the knife deep inside it's a thrill Gordy, Prozak, and Tech N9ne is so ill You tried to die Access Denied please try again ACCESS DENIED(6x)