Professor E - Hopsin - Ill Mind of Hopsin 5 lyrics

[Verse 1] Man I hate rap, but if the shoe fits, wear it I've become a freak of nature all the kids stare at Who walk around bumping RAW with the sh** blaring Saying "f** school" and dropping out like a miscarriage I'm embarra**ed And I'm ashamed I played a part in this devilish game Making your common sense perish But I ain't taking the full blame Cause most of you chumps running around here ain't never had strict parents All of your brain cells rotting from weed You feeling like if you ain't got it, life's not as complete You having s** with every-motherf**in'-body you see With a past so dark that Satan'd jump out of his seat But still you out in these streets thinking you hot as can be Without the knowledge to lead so you just follow the sheep Making sure your lame swag is all polished and clean While your favorite rapper's like "Yeah, he got it from me" You been brainwashed by a fake life that you're used to livin' When I say the word "fun", what do you envision? Probably drinking and smoking out with your crew And chilling with clueless women you trying to bang, bumping New Edition Is that all you think life really is Well if so, then you're a f**ing idiot I honestly feel like grabbing your head and hitting it Matter of fact, you don't even deserve a brain; GIMME IT! Do you even have any goals Aside from bagging these hoes and packing a bowl Well let me guess- No You're only in school because your parents make you go When all you do is play beer pong and hang out with your bros Yo, society's got you living for a whack cause You're a f**ing adult with no sk**s at all You don't read any books or play ball You don't draw, you literally do nothing at all Still you fiend for the glamorous fruits You don't have cause you idolize rappers that do And all they say is "I got money and it's stacked to the roof" And now you think that it's gon' magically just happen to you How? Your lazy a** don't commit to labor You pick something up, try it out, and put it down two minutes later Then you complain about your life cause it ain't getting catered Now whoever tries to call you on your bullsh**'s a hater You wanna succeed, you have to try Or one day you'll get older and regret it all cause you can't provide Your friends are lowlifes, don't act surprised Look, just cut the bad fruit off of the tree, make the sacrifice Girls, stop acting like you want a guy with traits like Romeo b**h that's a f**ing lie You always talk about how every man's fake And you can't take it and you want something real Shut up tramp, save it Twice a week you put on your makeup and damn bracelets And head to the club half-naked with your a** shaking Pulling a lowlife n***a who claim he cash making Til you let him hit and find out he work at the gas station One of them n***as got you pregnant and you can't raise it But you caused it, your actions made a fat statement You want Romeo, then act patient And stop fronting like he in the club posted in the back waitin' It's the club, where guys put on a new persona After they get loaded with a few coronas They always shouting and wild out with habits that very few condone of Then they look for beautiful brainless b**hes like you to bone 'em Then when they leave you, you cry and cry Talking 'bout, "Oh my god I can't find a guy I've spent so many years and I've tried and tried Why am I even on Earth? I should die" You want Romeo, you're not worthy You're co*k-thirsty You're nasty and probably got herpes Sometimes the secret to find is to stop searching Try a new formula, cause your last one's not working The term "real n***a"'s publicly used And I need to know what it means, cause I'm f**ing confused Are you one for always busting your tool With nothing to lose and something to prove to homies up in your crew Is it because you're selling d** to get loot And brag about how you done been shot and stabbed Like it's fun to be you But your life's a struggle, right, and you just hustling through Nah, you hamster a** n***a, you just stuck in a loop Man, why do black people gotta be the only ones who can't evolve Cause you in the streets acting like a neanderthal It's clear you can't stand the law, you're lost as an abandoned dog And all you're interested in is fighting, rapping, and basketball I can't even f** with you, cause if we out in public You gon' get caught stealing some sh** and get my a** in trouble, too You'll get old and be nothing Living life in these streets, thugging and starting sh** with anybody mean mugging Look at you, a real n***a, thinking your life's cool Girls used to turn me down for guys who were like you 'Til you grab their heart and shove a spearhead right through Then they regret it because it wasn't the right move Your real n***a talk seems bogus A real n***a don't brag about being real as long as he knows it And his future doesn't seem hopeless A real n***a stays out of jail, handles sh**, and he keeps focused So all you rappers whose soul is out in the wrong You inspire the issue I wrote about in this song You go to pile on the young who roam around in the slums See this is what happens when rap's overcrowded with bum Hope the hour is long when I'm rolling out with your tongue The man above is my guide, you know the power is strong All you menacing freaks are only in it for cheese And the ma** control limit was breached - f** hip-hop They only in it for cheese, and any eyewitness can see They purposely making the innocent weak My existence on this planet's for you, I ain't only here to benefit me Yo, we need to make a change while there's still time It is hard, and sometimes I struggle trying to reveal mine I can guide you if you feel blind I just need you to be willing to journey into my ill mind