Presto Ballet - I'm Not Blind lyrics

Looking out the window my day is not the same* Taking time, my hand out to feel the rain Competing with the thunder, the music and the sound It's as if I'm under the spell in which I drowned Hearing my mouth the words come out, the future's in my eyes How come I fear the things I need to try? I need to try… People around they let me down I hold them all at bay Even though I know I love them anyway Hard to see things close to me, lose that part with age I'm out of style with the way I fly Realizing I'm not blind all the time Realizing I'm not blind Too tight the rope I slide out on is my superstitious mind Looking up balance restored is me or the divine Permit my eyes to form the tears that wash away the pain Believing more than I can see and realizing I'm not blind all the time Realizing I'm not blind all the time Realizing I'm not blind Wonder why the stars shine carry lovely light So far, yet so clear gets me winning all the time You can keep the crying but you can't keep the tears What will really matter after all these years When we're through and dying, the fact remains the same The grace that we were given cannot be retained