Potluck - I'm different lyrics

(Voice): Ok Mr. Kerri I have diagnosed you with chronic depression And sever emotional abandonment This has caused traumatic anger issues Resulting in violent outbursts You have responded to this by Ma**ive amounts of self medication So tell me how does this make you feel? Chorus [One Ton]: I think I'm different - People looking at me funny Trying to play me like a dummy just cause I ain't got no money I think I'm different - I keep on feeling like a waste It's getting hard to find my place I need my memories erased I think I'm different - I'm kinda crazy in the brain Call me borderline insane but I'm trying to make a change I think I'm different - I couldn't step into my own I was lost without a home until I found the microphone [verse 1 One Ton]: I was the boy who switched schools, the new kid on the block The fat kid around the corner that no b**hes wanna jock And the snitches wanna sock like I was new to this stuff Catch me slipping on the block and trying to prove that they tough Called me names like slim, made fun of my skin I swear they laughed and cracked jokes like I was missing a limb I guess I didn't fit in I guess I'm different than them My momma hugged while she cried - don't you listen to them And the times I got beat up but I would fight to the end Tried to keep my mind open, tried to find me a friend Was bumping tougher than leather when I was sad and wanted in Just when it started getting better is when we packed and moved again A set back is a set up for a comeback when it's over Tried to s** it up instead a crying on your shoulder I'd be lying if I told ya I was fine when I was older I'm puffin on the Doja k** smoking like a stoner still Chorus [One Ton]: [verse 2 UnderRated]: Yeah, sometimes I look into the mirror I see me and I don't like it I never thought they'd be a time when I would have to write this But I'm different on the inside it's hard to explain And if you see me smiling I'm trying to cover up the pain Cause deep down I'm hurting sick of trying to fit in, hey Sick of trying to be like him man, when I was just a kid I was down on myself I never thought that I could get through The smallest kid at my school and I was so far from cool Just searching trying to find the right place for me No cable TV and no new Jordan's on my feet No girl by my side I don't wanna be alive Back then I was so sad but I'm so glad that I survived Cause struggle makes ya stronger look at me I'm living proof If I can do it anyone could too I wouldn't lie to you I was the shyest dude and I used to be so afraid Now I'm flowing crazy on the stage I came a long way Chorus (One Ton):